I need someone who makes me feel new
and free
and blessed
and clean.
I want to feel like no matter happens… no matter what I encounter… no matter where I go, or how deep I am in… there will be someone by my side.
Always willing to save me. Help me. Love me.
I need to get away.
I need to travel as far as I can for as long as I can go. I want to forget these faces. All these faces. They know too much to make me guilty.. but not enough to show my innocence. They are the scratch on the record to make all these old problems just keep replaying and haunting my thoughts.
I want to go to a place where new faces are welcoming and refreshing like the waves of the deep clean ocean or new rays of light hinting towards a new day.
I want to run. and run. and run until I just cant go any further. I want to find a place where I can just… rewind.
